Being Vulnerable
As a black female photographer based in the vibrant and diverse community of Baltimore, Maryland, I have always found solace and joy in capturing the moments that make life beautiful. From weddings to portraits, my work reflects not only my artistic vision but also the unique stories of the individuals and families I photograph. However, the path to growth in any creative field is often lined with challenges, and sometimes, those challenges come from the most unexpected places.
Recently, I took a bold step to subject my images to the scrutiny of a group of fellow photographers. It was a decision fueled by a desire to grow, to learn, and to gain insight from those who have walked this path before me. I found myself in a place where the air grew stale and time crawled. In those moments my emotions escaped into a place of void. My words fell on deaf ears and I was only left with the option of finding the meat and leaving the bones.
In moments like these, it is easy to retreat, to hide away the pieces of ourselves that we have so carefully crafted and nurtured. But I believe there is a greater lesson to be learned here, one that speaks to the very core of our human experience and our spiritual journey.
The Strength in Vulnerability
Vulnerability is often seen as a weakness, but in reality, it is one of the greatest strengths we can possess. To be vulnerable is to be open, to lay bare our true selves and our deepest passions. It takes immense courage to present our work, our art, and our soul to the world, knowing that it may be met with criticism or even scorn.
As photographers, we capture moments of vulnerability in others – the tear of joy at a wedding, the tender smile of a newborn, the quiet strength of a family portrait. We see the beauty in these moments because we understand that vulnerability is where true connection and authenticity lie. And just as we ask our subjects to trust us with their most intimate moments, we too must trust in the process of growth and learning.
Finding Light in the Darkness
In times of trial, I find solace in my faith. The scriptures remind us that we are wonderfully made and that our gifts and talents are given for a purpose. Psalm 139:14 tells us, "I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well." This verse is a testament to the divine craftsmanship within each of us, a reminder that our creativity and our passion are gifts to be cherished and shared.
Criticism, though often painful, can be a catalyst for growth. It can push us to refine our skills, to see our work through new lenses, and to strive for excellence. It can also teach us resilience and grace, qualities that are essential not only in our artistic endeavors but in our daily lives.
Encouragement for Fellow Creatives
To my fellow photographers and creatives, I say this: do not be disheartened by those who fail to see the beauty in your work. Your journey is unique, and your perspective is invaluable. Every click of the shutter, every brushstroke, every word written is a testament to your courage and your passion.
Surround yourself with those who uplift and inspire you, seek out constructive feedback from those who genuinely care about your growth, and remember that every great artist has faced criticism and doubt. It is through these experiences that we are refined and strengthened.
In closing, let us embrace vulnerability as a powerful tool for growth. Let us remember that we are fearfully and wonderfully made, and that our work has the power to touch lives and tell stories in ways that words alone cannot. Keep creating, keep sharing, and keep believing in the beauty of your vision. Your courage to be seen is a light that can inspire and uplift others, even in the face of adversity.
